AM I PRETTY???...

(15 DEC 2009, TUES)

HAIZZZ..

alot of things happened today...(read down) 4 things..

hmm... wat can i say but sigh?!...

haiz haiz haiz...

okok i noe u, readers will feel sian when u read tis..

alrite... i shall try not to sigh...

(1st)

tere it goes...

went out w tengs, hans and b'day gurl.. n others..

well, tis time, w/o yt

heard she's not goin, i felt lyk : wa!.. so sian.. i will b lonely n left out..

well, well, then after some struggle,n han's persistence, well, i went.. after all

so... starting was lyk.. lonely.. then called yt to chat.. but only 4 short while..

then actually they wanted to watch movie but din watch @ e end..

so.. went timezone... boys play..play..play...

gurls..watch...

(2nd)

then bored...

went to admiral garden...

again.. boys play basket ball.. gurls watch...

then wegurls began to chat...

(3rd)

then i knew smth...

mayb its count as a secret?..

well, idk y, i begin to feel abit down n sad...

heard abt how many X they hv...

and their bf,gf now..

then mi leh?!

no!

no bf... so no X...

mayb coz last time i think tat i its too early & small 2 hv a relationship?...

isn't it?

haha.. well u wont agree... coz nowadays, youngsters r more some kind of mature or open minded?...

but when i hear tat got boys lyk mi, i'm sooo happy!.. but also unbelievable la...

coz i always feel tat i'm not very gd..
and i don believe sm1 lyk mi and i will wan 2 noe wat he lyk abt mi..

well, well but now i think i hv changed my opinion..

well, mayb hving a bf isn't bad after all?..

but ofc nid a REAL GD bf...

well, mayb hving a bf will feel more happy & everyday will feel the sweetness...

the kind of feeling when in a relationship...

well, but ofc even hving a bf, cannot affect studies..

but somehow will one..

hmm.. idk y i don hv a bf...

am i not pretty?

or not gd?

or not nice?

haizzz....

(4th)

tis is abt my carelessness...

will go out w my godma or w my grandma also to causeway 2mr...

goin to buy smth @ popular...

then hv the 20% voucher but tis month got 3 coz dec..

and my got 2nd in class then hv $10 pop voucher also...

BUT!...

sadcase... i LOST IT!!!!!!!!!!!

my grandma say when she wash the clothes she found some crashed paper which already been washed by e washing machine so crumbled!... all teared and wet!!!!!

god!

then coincidently, i cant find my vouchers!!!

so.. MOST LIKELY its been washed!... GONE!...

HAIZZ..

i got the $10 voucher only when i got 2nd in class..!

haizz.. then its just gone.. (up til now it looks lyk so..)

n i actually drop tears 4 the vouchers..

but well, gone is gone... nth can b done...

if it is really gone then too bad 4 mi...

well, my godma promised to buy a present 4 mi within her budget...

mayb 2mr.. will choose my present..

so.. look 4ward to 2mr!...

ok.. tats all...~