but there's something i'm sorry abt and is feeling guilty.
though my ge told me again and again it wasnt mine fault.

well,

something i'm really guilty abt its that
all those while,
my heart and mind keeps telling me we're only gona get a silver..

thats what i'm guity abt.
i mean
i shouldnt even hv that kind of negative thoughts right?
i shouldnt.
i shouldnt hv had and brought that kind of thinking.
i shouldnt've.

i should hv believed and gave more hopes shouldnt i?
i mean thats our hopes.

but well, mayb i knew and didnt want to to get more disappointed?
but no, i shouldnt hv.

but well,
i'm sure all of us has really done our very best alrdy.
and we should be happy abt that right?
we made it through together.

and whats done is done.
what i can ammend and do is to
work harder and trust in more and train ourselves and our juniors well,
and do better in the 2013's syf.
i sure we can do it.
with the believe and determination we hv,
tgt,
we can do it.
like my previos post,
we wont let ourselves or our seniors down
but make them proud of us.

next round.