okayy, so after that is AEP.

AdventureExperientialProgramme.

well, that was actually one of the part i scared and hated most isnt it?

but actually,

it wasnt that bad afterall.

though yeaa, ofc its like so damn scaryy..
ohh, its like HIGH ELEMENTS..
but well, i cant believe myself that i actually did it!

we needa do at least 3 elements.
i did 2 high and 1 low elements.

intially, i wanted to do 2 low and 1 high.
but due to some reasons and problems,
i did 2 high and 1 low.

i did the 'sausage' , the green net walking and the LIP OF FAITH.

becoz the lip of faith was very very scaryy.
and i couldnt believe that i actually jumped.

lip of faith is like erm you climb til very high and you hv to stand on a rectangular small piece of wood base and you hv to try to jump and hang on a 'white bar'.

i dont know why i hv the courage to try it.
mayb its becoz after i walk the net bridge, i had more confidence.
and also becoz of time constrain that i needa complete at least 3 elements.
so i went to try that.

hm..

how i felt?

while i was climbing that rod, i alrdy feel like giving up alrdy.
coz its like very highh..
but i cant jus give up like that.
so i continued to climb.

til i reached the top.
and there, its so hard to get on the wooden platform!
i was like damn scared.
the whole rod is like shaking.
and i couldnt climb up.
and my legs were trembling. thats normal okayy.
but luckily, with the teacher's direction to tell my how to climb, that i finally got on the wooden small platform.
and to be truth, when you climbed up, you cannot even stand up properly or even stand up immediately.
becoz the whole rod is really shaking and your legs will turn jelly that you wont be able to stand.

and so really, i got up to the platform and i was Kneeling down on it.
i cant stand.
and i knelt down for quite a some time becoz i was sooo scared.
and i wanted to stablelize the shakinggg rod.
goshh.
and then the teacher, Mr David :D ,
told me to not worry, and take my time to stand and enjoy the view there.
hehh:)
so i did. :)
and then after a while did i slowlyyy stood up and stable myself.
standing on the shakyy platform and ready to JUMP.

we neede to say 'Jump-in' before we're gona jump.
and then i took DEEEEEEEEP BREATH INsss and said: JUMPIN~....
and mr david said jump on.
but before before i really jump down,
becoz i was to scared,
i said and asked again, : I JUMP AR??
HAHA
you would then know how scared i was.

that time, becoz too scaryy, i didnt actually aim for the white bar.
i only looked at it.
its so far away, its far and higher.
i know i couldnt reach.
and that it was too frightening then to even try to reach.

so i jus jump off.

like 'committing suicide'.
HAHAA

goshhh.

i dont know how to describe the feeling,
its jus... jus to scaryy and frightening and yeaa, it jus feels like i 'committed suicide'..
hahh

and then i was still not myself,
like i'm still on the lip of faith,
that i still feel so scarryy after i was back down.

PHEWWW~!..
GOSHH.
I REALLY COULDNT BELIEVE I DID IT.
:D
SO HAPPY, I'M SURE I HV REALLY GAINED ALOT OF COURAGE AFTER THAT.
:)
GOOD JOB:))
hehee

that experience, surely, stays in my heart forever. :)
ohh, andd thanks alot, MR DAVID!!! :D