yeaa..

sry to say the vomitting part after posting those delicious food pics..

well actually it may be my phobia..


last time,

previously previously previouslyy,,

went to eat @ swensens with my godma..

ate alot,, and then plus the big cup of chocolate ice cream,,,
siao liaoo....,,,

equals to VERY SUPER DAMN FULL.

wahhh....

came out,

shyyttt,,,

hv a feeling of i'm gona vomit.
no joke.

and it feels awfully terrible.

told my godma, and she told me to go back inside and use the toilet.

but me, dontknow if i'm subborn or i' afraid i go in and vomit in their restaurant after seeing those food of the customers, or dontknow what i was thinking then,
i chose not to go in and use the toilet.

i told her we go the toilet at the end of the corner there.

while walking,,

wahhh damnn seriously awful,
keep breathing in deeply, telling myself to relax and telling myself i'm reaching the toilet soon and pls dont vomit,,...

yeaa...

too late..

i couldnt take it anymore then,
and yea....

sighhh

i vomitted out the chocolate......

sighhh

ofc,,
damn embarrassed..

sighh

felt so sry to my godma then, ohh... heh.. and the aunty cleaner also...
coz she needed to go search for the cleaners..

then went to toilet to clean myself...

haizz

i shouldnt hv forced myself to finish that ice cream.

not wasting money thinking?
or whatever,,
i shouldnt hv FORCE-D myself to finish all the food when i'm alrdy so full.
and i shouldnt be stubborn or whatever and should hv jus gone in to the toilet immediately..

haizzz..

yeaa,,

THAT became my PHOBIA.

since then,

everytime i eat,
even A LITTLE full only,

i feel like vomitting.

EVERYTIME.

and i hv no appettite to eat too..

thats was really very miserable.......