DAY 2

woke up to know that ariel's leg is swollen due to the insect bites the day b4..

and cant go for the camp...

and like so... haizz..

like how do i get there alone myself so early in the morning ?!

coz we still dk how to get there.

although we hv the map.

and we were like told to go the other meeting place straight instead the day before, so i hv to go alone to find the first meeting place ...

so asked cher, tell her and asked her how,,

and she said werent we given the map right ? and told me not to worry and ask the bus driver if not sure.

so.. i said okayy..

and she told me to learn to make frens , see of there's student from wlds and yishun, then can go back together and go there the next day..

and told me not to be shy and i need to speak up more.

and stuffs..

and i totally feel like crying..

wipe off some tears at the bus stop..

i was touched i guess.

so took the same bus..

alone..

and asked the driver if that bus can take me there and if SHE could note me if we reached that destination ..

THEN.

KABOOM

the female bus driver, should be new,,

EVEN SHE DOESN'T KNOW IF HER BUS CAN TAKE ME THERE AND WHICH ROUTE IT IS..

so... wahh. nvm..

but she says that bus goes that way..

so okayy.

so i stood infront, all the way , all the journey, to look out for the bus stop no.

to make sure i wont miss it...

and was not sure if it was that bus stop to alight, but should be it, coz the no. should be in sequence, so luckily, the bus driver opened the door again,

so i hesitated and only went to alight when the door was closing.

PHEW.

good, go off the right bus stop.

but. shytt.

the map doesnt seem to tell me which way to walk to..

it wasnt very clear also,

and was CONFUSED !!

and walked and like super not sure..

looking around...

luckily still can recall abit the route we went back the previous day.

and asked the security the meeting place.

and told cher i reached.

and went in to the atorium, late by 1o++ mins ..

everybody was all seated..

and organiser is alrdy talking..

and i once again went it, AWKWARD.

didnt look up thou.

and sat down at a corner seat at the back..

ALONE.

but day two was like WHOLE DAY LECTURES.

so..

great, i like.

coz i dont like activities.

and learnt quite a few tips on how to maintain the instruments.

wrote some notes.

and next was maintenance of the instru .

nd this,,

didnt wrote down notes ! TT

diee

but remembered some..

hope its rightt.

i wanted to post and ask the camp members abt the 'formula' for it to double confirm..

but.. hm.. shld i post ? how do i ask ? lol ..

okayy, so yeaa, and then we also hv the trainees to hv a slide show talk abt leadership :)

it was quite fun during the game :)

and ya , ohh, we were also given a white t-shirt at the beginning of the day.

and we hv to wear it the next day..

so i thought of helping ariel to take the shirt..

so went to tell the organiser and he asked me to wait for him, coz he has to clear up the things and walk down the trainees and stuffs ..

so okay..

waited him downstairs..

quite long...

and saw him came down with them..

i sat at the bench.. dk if he saw me..

then fine, saw them talking and walking them out, so okayy, i stay there.

believing that he would come back and pass me the shirt..

so WAITED, AND WAITED AND WAITED ..

then i got fedup ...

dont tell me he has forgotten..

so.. told ariel he was nowhere to be seen .

and didnt want to wait any longer..

coz we were alrdy released so late...

so walked out..

DAMN.

FOUND OUT I LOST MY DIRECTIONS ND WAY.

and dk how to go to the bus stop..

and walked and walked, somehow, its like the bus stop has changed place and i didnt see it..

damn scared..

so walked and walked again ..

clueless..

bus stop nowhere to be seen..

so jus walked and crossed...

coz there also hv construction works goin on..

so cant really see the way also..

then dk where to walk, whether to continue crossing the road..

and then an indian guy behind me overtake me,

so i think he should be goin to he bus stop too,

so i walked and followed hime behind...

and the sky was alrdy like so dark ...

and walked and walked,,

found out that guy doesnt seem to be goin to the bus stop, but like walking near the the condo or somekind of estate or smth ..

PANICKED.

TERRIFIED.

but thank god.

that man,

my savior.

thou he's not goin to the bus stop,,

but he 'brought' me there !!

somehow.

that was he's walking, there's a bus stop !!

i could cry.

ohmygod. thank god.

like totally frightened ...

dark sky and lost ..

so looked for which bus i should take ..

afraid i might get lost again and stuffs ,

decided to take the same bus which was a super long route ...

was alrdy freezing cold that whole day, coz of the lectures in freezing cold aircon rooms ..

and the bus damn freezing cold to ..

and my destination was like the last stop to the yishun interchange ..

and totally .... was scared ... alone ...

and that second day ,

reached home at 9+ .....

damn horrifying and tired ....