ohh yeaa..

i was kinda afraid and worried to go sch today coz i'll be facing him then.
but well, jiefuu said behave normal and SMILE.
coz in whatever case, he said.

A SMILE IS ALWAYS THE BEST ANSWER.
笑，永远都是最好的答案。

and i agreed to smile to him if i see him.

and then,

in the end,
i failed to do so.

so i didnt even really dare to look at him..

haizzz

stupid me..

ughh
but nevermind.

its better for us not to communicate.
at least for the time being now.

and know what?
stupid me,
is actually thinking of wanting to 'talk' to him...
actually..
text..
haizz
i feel like texting him badly somehow..
but.
no.
i cant.
i hv to perserver.
i hv to bear it.
i can do it.
jus few more.
after somemore time,
i will be able to not think abt him.
i must endure.
i can do it.
only then will he be able to really concentrate on his studies.
and not worry abt me anymore.

thats right.
thats best for us.

i can do it.
i must not sway.

jia youu!