does cryin show i'm weak?

mayb.

and i admit i am.

becoz i often cry becoz of small things.

a big reason is becoz i couldnt handle or solve and i couldnt handle stress either. even jus a little.

thats what i hate abt myself.

though no one knows.
becoz i cry silently.
often when i'm sleeping.

sometimes, i wonder,
who could i approach to?
to say out my problems and things i'm vexed abt.
who can i see to?
when i feel that i'm disturbing and adding troubles to them.
and wasting their time.
to listen to my stupid small problems.
and try to console me.

i dont want to.
so i keep things to myself.

so somehow i believe that getting a depression, isnt something surprise, its a sooner or later matter.

i jus hate myself to vex over small things.